I haven’t had much to say lately. I might be losing interesting in this blog thing. It may have something to do with living in this dusty, packed, cave and spending most of my time sitting in it watching time pass. Doing anything takes money so I can’t go out that much.  Fishing is about the cheapest thing I can do and that hasn’t been real successful. I did catch a nice large mouth bass this weekend though. Not many people find excitement in standing and waiting for something exciting to happen, and they don’t tend to find catching something that exciting either. Luckily my Ipod doesn’t mind keeping me company.  Actually, I think all my past times are things designed to do alone.  Kind of depressing I guess.  Maybe that is some sort of sign.  It really makes me wonder what the point of buying a house will be.  A bigger place to store my stuff I guess, but if it’s been boxed up for months do I really need it?  I’ve been told numerous times that many people in the family have said it is great to have the old Corey back, but I don’t know what that means.  I don’t know who the old Corey is… I don’t know who the new Corey is or even the Corey that was in between.  I remember a time when I was just me, and I was never unhappy.  I don’t know when that was but apparently it is not now.  So was the Corey they all know unhappy and that is what I am again and they’re glad that person is back?  Or is this Corey just good at putting up a front and no one can see through it?  I’d really appreciate someone letting me know who I am because I have no clue.  The person I want to be, I’m not even good at being and it just makes me feel worse.  Maybe it is time to sell everything on ebay and move to the east cost and start over.  I’ve never been there and have always wanted to go.  I’ve never been to the west coast but I don’t think I fit in there.  Those people are attractive and take care of themselves… pretty sure that isn’t me.