I won’t deny it… I’m whiny when I’m sick. I hate going to the doctor. I hate taking medicine. I hate being tired and too tired to sleep. That’s why I tend to hide until I’m better. Funny thing is the doctor said my face being all swollen is probably why I got a sinus infection. Go figure… face doesn’t work right when it’s all swollen. I figured I’d have him look at the knee too and he seems to think I tore the muscle that connects the knee to the thigh. I guess I am getting old and my plan keep up a work out routine is out for awhile. At least I’ll be busy this month and maybe once I start to get settled and have a place to work out I’ll be able to move like a normal person again.

The whole concept of having to move again is sort of a pain. The bright side, I guess, in about a month it should all be done. This time I have to deal with way more stuff than last time it seems like. I tried to get a few things accomplished today since I was laying on the couch watching stupid court TV shows (talk about a waste of time). You’d think the guy that I called up to get my home owner’s insurance set up would have called back in 20 minutes, like he said he was going to. I’m basically giving him free money. At least I got my notice turned in to the apartment complex.

Oddly enough, at Mayhem Fest I ran into some one from the past. It was nice to see that person in a different situation and actually appear to be happy again. I realize, even if everyone else knows I’m right, he’ll never believe that… prime example of some times what seems to be bad really is for the better in one’s life. And of all the people he’d want to hear it from it wouldn’t be me, since of course I’m to blame… which again, every one that knows the story knows that’s not the case at all. It isn’t really about being right, more about realizing sometimes you don’t see things for what they really are when you’re in the middle of the situation. When that happens, you just have to own up and admit maybe the person you trusted was taking you for a ride. I mean seriously, did anyone think that dream world was going to come true? If so… they didn’t know me very well, that’s for sure.

I’m tired and I don’t have much that is useful to say. I’m kind of bummed I think I’m going to miss River Riot this weekend in an effort to rest. I’ve been doing it for days yet it is not quite the same when you’re sick. So I’ll leave with this… if one doesn’t care what people think, are they trying to convince people or themselves of the things they are trying to have people believe?